Sentiments of Moonlight Butterfly

Performed by: Everything But A Girl

Now and then
Do you wash your hands of me again?
Wish me anywhere but home
Drunk and on the end of your phone

From time to time
Do you guess what's really on my mind?
Guess that "How you keeping now?"
Means "Where are you sleeping now"

But of course it's not polite
To ask you where you spent last night
And if I did you might reply
That I have no right
And anyway I'm fine
Glad that you're no longer mine
If I should tell a lie
I'll cross my heart and hope to die

You'd be appalled
If you knew what I was doing
When you called
Yes, I can see I'm blundering
Always end up wondering

Will it ever be alright
To ask you where you spent last night
And can it be polite
The way we never write,
Of course I don't have the time,
And anyway I'm fine
If I should tell a lie
I'll cross my hear and hope to die

I hope we never die

ndi q kayang maging ung gurl na parating maghihintay sayo sa twing male-late ka..
ndi ka nmn nakikinig sa mga sinasabi ko..

ndi q kayang maging ung gurl na kayang maintindihan ka at maunawaan parati..dahil may mga bagay na sadyang ndi ko naiintindihan..

ndi ko kayang maging makulet at ngumiti parati gaya ng gusto mo kung ndi nmn un ung nararamdaman ko..

ndi ko kayang maging ung gurl na parating magpapaliwanag sayo ng mga bagay na dapat naiintindihan mo na..

ndi ko kayang maging yung gurl na mag-aadjust sa oras mo..na parating nandyan kung kelan ka lang may panahon para saken..

at higit sa lahat..

ndi ko kayang tanggapin na hahayaan mo lang ako halimbawang lumayo na ako at sumama sa iba..nasasaktan akong isipin na ndi ako kayang ipaglaban ng taong minahal ko ng buong buhay ko ngunit wla namang ibang ginawa kundi palayain ako..

ndi sukatan ng pagmamahal sa isang tao ang pagpaparaya..aanhin mo pa yung pagmamahal na yan kung wala ka ng paglalaanan..

"i love u".. "i promise"..lahat ng ito ay pawang mga salita..ano pang silbi nito kung ndi ko naman maramdamang mahal mo pa ako..

cguro nga nagkamali ka lng ng pagkakakilala saken..ndi ko kayang maging yung gf na gus2 mko maging..

mali nga cguro na pilitin kong baguhin ka at maging yung bf na gusto kong maging..

ok pb tau?... o pinipilit lang nateng maging "ok"..

mali ba na umasa at subukang paglapitin ang sadyang magkaiba nating mundo..

..dahil ndi na tau masaya at nasasaktan lang tayo...


................. ='(